Apparently punching people is not ok in the football stands. Found that out the hard way. Before a game back in October, I had caught Cole flirting with another girl, very uncharacteristic of him, and needless to say, I was pissed. Instead of handling it like a normal person, the damn BPD took over, and landed me in the cops tent and a yellow ticket in hand. Thankfully, I was able to defer the sentence, and in just 13 days, it will be off of my record.
Even getting it off my record, this just shows how much this BPD is literally trying to screw up my life. It shows the unnecessary pain I have to struggle with. The fear of getting pulled over for the chance that might wreck the chances of getting it off my record as I was to "obey all laws". The fear that having the cops show up, from people being worried about my safety during an episode, will keep it from coming off. Thankfully they havent issued and citations, so I am in the clear as of now. But still, this BPD is just a mess. I have to get it under control. I just cant keep living like this.
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