Good Days

I wish I knew what to attribute it to but I have been having fairly good days. Few alligator tears the other night about my self image, but that is it!
My moods up, the fights are down. It was amazing to put a line through the section called "fights with Cole" on my diary card from yesterday. The few days before it he had sparked the desire in me for a fight, and I didn't follow it. But yesterday I wasn't even irritable with him!!
It is so nice to almost feel normal right now. I was in a funk for a month. A long month.

**A note on the diary card, I customized mine to fit my needs and struggles. The emphasize what I need to work on. I think it is a big part of how far I have come. I will do a post one of these days about my modifications.

Now, to just keep finals and the stress of moving for the summer and being away from Cole from ruining it. It will be a rough few weeks, but I think I can handle it.

I am only 3 homework assignments, a lab and 3 finals away from summer. From a relaxation week before I start my internship with a company I have wanted to work for more or less my whole life!

Please, BPD, don't screw with this!!