A Good Day?!

Yesterday was a good day! Yippie!!!

It started out kinda blah.. down.. unproductive... unmotivated. But nothing bad happened.

Then I had a dinner with a team I was the captain for back in Feb. And my day turned around. Love and miss them! It was so nice to be back with the group I feel so comfortable with. People that don't really have any idea what I am dealing with and therefore have no judgement against me. It is such a relief :)

I drank a few beers at dinner. Then came home and made a 7&7.. AMAZING! :) And still my day didn't go south.

I was pretty excited.

Cole wasn't however. I wish I could just get him to be supportive and tell me I'm having/had a good day without me begging for him to respond to my asking of him.

I didn't let it get me down.

I was still bouncing off the walls with happieness, self approval, etc from my good day. Even though it was driving him crazy! :)

Now today, he's in the big engineering test we're required to take (I take mine next spring). And I've been home alone all day, minus a trip to the "Dollar Spree" where things aren't a dollar. I have been cleaning and trying to keep myself busy, but I am still pretty lonely. And scared for tonight. I know he's going to get drunk. And that never goes over well.

I'm sure there will be a post tomorrow about it. Either way. Or maybe even one tonight if I need to get my frustration out.

But still.. Good day yesterday.. and so far a decent day today.
Lets hope nothing ruins it. I need days like this!

Love!